Happy Belated New Year 2012
23 Jan 2012 1 Comment
in Afghanistan, Inspiration & Life, Kabuli Home, Letters, Prose, Travelogue
Memories of 2011, most of which are with Shoaib :)
I am flying already
02 Dec 2010 3 Comments
in Dance, Hindi/Urdu poetry, Letters, Pictures, Poetry

Anonymous, why give your blessings in secret? Why reign, and hold me prisoner to your deafening silence? I played tunes on the harmonica, and rats ran with me**. The patter of their barefeet, their scatter…. sounded like worshippers in a temple. There is no difference between the angry atheist and devout believer. Both spend as much time thinking about God.
Deserving better than clandestine, unlisted expressions of love, through music. Fingers will dance when body is not well. Fingers can give birth to flowers. Tips like orange petals. Or fly like a bird. Why don’t we set ourselves free…. I am flying already.
Nahii aaye kesariyaa balamaa hamaar.
But he did not come, my dark handsome lover
a.nganaa baDaa sunasaan
Leaving my courtyard deserted
– Gulzar Sahab
Love,
The Humming Bird.
** This is in reference to a German story from the Middle Ages, 16th C, of Pied Piper of Hamelin, who could play his magic pipe and lure rats with his music. It was agreed that the people of Hamelin would pay him for removing the rats. However they did not pay him for his services. So he retaliated by luring all the children out of Hamelin. Thus the phrase ‘to pay the piper’, meaning to bear the consequences of your actions.
Pied Piper of Hamelin has always been casted negatively in all renditions of this fable through history.
My use of this fable is intrinsically linked to the following sentence, “patter of their barefeet sounded like worshippers at the temple“
It’s you and me all the way
31 Aug 2010 2 Comments
in Letters
I know one thing in this life – I am walking hand-in-hand with you. And if this is it – that’s a beautiful life already. We have so much to live for and through together. I can’t wait for it all to happen.



























































